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Because, at the cusp of a new chapter in your life, I can’t think of anything other than the gift of an upgrade for life, and because I want to share with you the experience that had irrevocably changed the way I work and play.

Because I know you are one who will appreciate the care and precision that had gone into all those tiny physical details and, after you turn it on for the first time, you will smile at the perfection down to the very last pixel.

Because you have kept me afloat for so long, it is time for me to do so.

Because I am so flawed, you deserve nothing less than pure beauty and the best.

Which is why, for your birthday, my present to you is a slab of aluminum.

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A soft cry. Then the sick sound of lifeless flesh slapping on cold marble. I turned around and saw you, fallen.

I had never felt so helpless.

You began with a simple “Hi”. My reply, uncharacteristic of the impression you probably already had of me, threw you off and made you laugh. Who would’ve thought that would lead to three years in which less meant so much more?

You were the only one who could read my mind, who could complete my sentences with all intents and subtext intact, who could begin to laugh even before I gave up the punchline, and who could see opportunities in angles and moments as if you were looking at them through my eyes.

You were, to put it simply, my shadow.

91,929,600 seconds
1,532,160 minutes
25,536 hours
1064 days
152 weeks
2 years, 10 months and 29 days’ worth of memories to be carried.

Where do I begin to remember? Or to forget?

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Are the streets the same, made of the same slabs of granite, on which strangers quietly hurry by, their faces hidden and blurry? Are the footsteps of the people there the same, the weight of their private worlds, of unsaid emotional violence and blanketed by the stench of decaying dreams, shackling every step they take?

Does the wind caress like this, an infinite scroll of silk that teases my lips and cheeks the same way yours, on mine, do? Do the street lamps, of white and orange and red and blue, grow defiantly stronger the way they do now as the sky loses its temperament, into pools of clarity that illuminate the void in my heart where you once occupied, and only serve to remind me of my loss?

I may know if I go. If you find yourself there, ask them for me. Then, as you stand at that teeming crossing, whisper the answers into the wind so I may know.

But will you not lie to me and assure me that they are, that they would be different only if I saw them through your eyes?

Over a quick round at Durty Nelly’s three Saturdays back, Eddie and Violet came to the conclusion that I have two of just about every gadget I own.

It began with my blatant attempts in cajoling Eddie into getting an iPhone instead of an iPod touch, something I did after a month with the iPod touch he gifted me.

“Then you don’t have to carry an iPod and a phone around,” I said.

“But I already have two phones!” he exclaimed while waving his Sony Ericsson K800i and a company-issue Blackberry. “I’m becoming like you!”

“I don’t have two of everything!” I protested.

Violet snorted. “Yes, you do. You have two phones.”

Eddie chimed in, “Two iPods.”

“Of which I’m gonna sell one off,” I said in defense. But they continued as a tag team.

“Two digital SLRs.”

“Four lenses; that makes two pairs.”

“How many film cameras?”

“Two,” I grudingly replied. “But they’re tools of the trade!”

“Two video camcorders.”

“You even have two laptops, for fuck’s sake… ”

“Fine. I like things in pairs, okay?!”

Which I do, if you know what I mean…

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