Every so once in a while, in the course of my career, I have stopped and asked myself: what exactly is the point?
Today, as I sat at a coffeeshop, I asked myself the same question again. Having just stepped out of an agency briefing for a new ad, the concept and intention of which were hardly inspired, I felt deflated, as though I have already reached the destination even before having taken a single step.
Here we go again…
Three years in the business, and I have yet to possess one single ad that I am completely pleased with and proud of. Time and again, contributing factors have prohibited the path to greatness; I have sought, again and again, to aim further than what others have expected of me only to be reined in by circumstances.
The situation is becoming increasingly frustrating. But I suppose it can only be so when one does commissioned work. Which is why I have been actively pursuing other forms of distraction (and outlet for expression), namely in the music videos brewing in the works.
Sydney it shall be, then.
It will happen. I will make it so.
34, male and very Cancerian. Often irascible, even if he is prescient to his emotions. Lives for the resonance of beautiful passages, cinematic magic and aural bliss. Dabbles in 
Hang in there…There will be a right time for a change if it’s meant to be. I’m on a similar path too, so let’s embrace the change when it comes…you can do it! :)
Thanks for the cheers, Mezz. :)